For some of them. It depends on whether the experiment has dangerous side effects or not.

[His eyes flick around the clearing. It's not as if he's nervous talking about the incident, or as if the whole thing was something to be secretive about. But it's not a pleasant memory.] The worst are those when you're only aware of what happened after the fact. When you aren't aware of yourself anymore.

[a pause] Like I said, you'll see soon enough.