hisdarkmark | Thirty-Ninth Hex

[As usual, Draco has once again gone and made himself scarce from a majority of the village as he works out more of his inner dilemmas. First and foremost, there's Hermione. She's most definitely, definitely not the same Hermione and it's freaking him out.

Secondly, he's officially given up on searching for Caroline Forbes. After running into other vampires...it's safe to say the blonde will never show up again.

And thirdly...? Even with his power, even with his abilities to turn into a coyote or produce patronuses or blow things up, he's finding it isn't enough to make him happy.

Recently he's returned from a mission, but he couldn't help but constantly think about the last experiment. He'd been convinced he was someone else, and he had absolutely no memories of who he really was...and it was nice. He was able to function like a normal human being again. Normally, he would make an elaborate announcement about his return, but this time...well, he's already pieced together what's happened in the village, and he's not sorry he's missed the tornado. No, instead he's entirely focused on what he's determined to find out. When he opens his journal, he's only got one sentence he'd like to share.]

What do you reckon it takes to bargain with our captors to permanently erase memories? Just curious.

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What's wrong with your current direction?

It's not the one I was supposed to take. It's not one that's going to benefit me once I get back.

[ Lirael is used to thinking she isn't what she's supposed to be. Turned out she might have been wrong about that, so she can't help but wonder if this boy is wrong about himself too. ]

Has it benefitted you here?

Edited 2012-12-03 21:16 (UTC)

Possibly, but not enough. [He didn't mind it up until everyone left and it got too hard.]

Will you remember what happened here when you get back though?

I've reason to believe I might remember some of it, yeah. And that's enough to convince me I have to fix it before I leave.

It seems pretty risky.

Maybe a risk is what I need in this place.

I guess it can be good for you sometimes.

It can't be much worse than sitting and wondering what would happen if I didn't bother at all.

You'd have to make sure you figure out how to lose the right things, or I'd say it could get rather a lot worse.

I've got my wants laid out and set in stone. Once I figure out how to bargain with them? Then I'll ask.

Wouldn't want to forget how to do the basic things after all.

I think they'd really have to destroy me in order to have me forget how to walk and talk. I wouldn't be too worried.

Don't say I didn't try to warn you when you end up forgetting how to put your shirt on the right way around.

If it comes to that, you'll even be allowed to say I told you so.

Don't get my hopes up now.

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